Random

It's been forever and a day since I last posted on this blog, probably because my life pretty much surrounds Russ and I've not much to say about myself these days.

Meghan, you inspired me to post about non-usual stuff in a random fashion, so here it goes.

- After sucking on nitrous for an hour or so and taking prescribed hyrdocodone, I don't get what the big deal is about being "high". While I was lightheaded on nitrous, I didn't feel my inhibitions were lowered and I didn't feel funny. I felt exactly like my usual self but slightly slower in the thought process area of my brain. Being on hydrocodone made me feel nauseated and sleepy when I didn't have anything in my stomach. The withdrawls gave me a headache. Definitely not worth it...

- I hate to admit it, but I am a pack rat when it comes to magazines and clothes. But I'm getting better about letting go... though every time I think about giving up an article of clothing I hear Boyz II Men singing "it's so hard, to say goodbye, to yesterday" inside my head.

- Speaking of clothes, I miss being able to buy whatever I wanted whenever I wanted no matter how impracticle the item.

- Every day I spend with Russ I love him more and more. But there are days when we get on each others nerves so bad, we end up literally wrestling and finding new ways to annoy each other. Then we laugh long and hard and end up kissing and making up.

- There's a part of me that went missing a couple of months ago, I'm trying to get it back, but I'm wondering if I really want to.

- Have I ever mentioned that I am dissatisfied with the size of my boobs? Yeah, I don't like them. I realize women pay top $$ to have my size, but I didn't ask for them, so I feel like I have a right to complain a little. Granted, I don't want to lose them altogether... but I'm kinda hoping they'll go down a size if I lose weight. Of course Russ isn't complaining at all about them.

- I'm le tired.